Hopeless/Worthless[sick.]

[Lucy Marks.]

Fully alive
More than most
Ready to smile and love life
Fully alive and she knows
How to believe in futures

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

I don't want another heartbreak
I don't need another turn to cry
I don't want to learn the hard way
Baby, hello, oh, no, goodbye
But you got me like a rocket
Shooting straight across the sky

One, you're like a dream come true
Two, just wanna be with you
Three, girl it's plain to see
That you're the only one for me
Four, repeat steps one through three
Five, make you fall in love with me
If ever i believe my work is done
Then i start back at one

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Just to see you smile
Id do anything
That you wanted me to
And all is said and done
Id never count the cost
Its worth all thats lost
Just to see you smile

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&& Haven't You Heard?
Love Sorrow Is In.

♥
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[Lucy Marks.]

Diary,

-sigh- I met a boy today. His name is Keith and he's amazing! He's in a band, he's cute, he's sweet and, get this, he has a daughter! Her name is Caitlin. I know alot of girls wouldn't give him the time of day if they found out about that little girl, but they obviously didn't get to know him that well.

I can tell he likes me, despite the fact that he blushes everytime I look at him, I can just tell. I don't know how, but I can. I like him too. He just makes me feel really happy, happier than I have been in, hell, I don't know.

He seems really shy though, I think if I like him enough, I'll have to make the first move...and I think I will.

-luc.

[Lucy Marks.]

Dear Diary,

I write to you from the comfort of my...um...bedroom. Sounds mysterious huh? Yeah, well, it's not as fun as it sounds. I think I'm grounded for spending too much time with Keith. He's my boyfriend! Aren't I supposed to spend time with him? I thought so.

I met Caitlin and she is beyond cute! She has pretty blue eyes, dark hair, ack! She's just so cute. I kind of feel bad that Mistur Keith has to take care of her all the time, so I offered to babysit whenever he needed me. He was really skeptical at first, afraid that I was gonna get attach to Caitlin and then leave...but then I convinced him otherwise.

Nothing else is going on, just Keith. I wish there were some other things going on but, we can't all be lucky. I'm so bored and stupid Macy is away-don't even ask me where-so we can't do stupid things together. Sure, Miss Sie is here but-just a little secret between the one with the pen and the one who is getting written on, I really, really don't like her.

I'm kind of happy that school is starting up soon, I'm really bored at home...maybe Keith is home. Idk. I honestly hate going into his neighborhood, it scares me. I hear there's alot of stuff that goes down there. I know when I say that I'm afraid of him living there, I sound like his mother and not like his girlfriend, but I am.

Have you ever wondered about something, but you're too nervous to ever ask? I have never been afraid to ask anyone a question that was on my mind...ever! I'm really curious about Keith and his childhood but I'm afraid he'll crash down and tell me to go home. Any advise? Heh. Look at this! I'm asking an inatimate for dating advise...how lovely.

Anyways, I think I'm going to go soon, to talk to my parents to see if I'm grounded or or not. If I'm not I'll probably call Keith and see if he wants to meet me somewhere and if he can't I'll go to the pet store with my cousin Alex and buy fishies and hamsters. If I am grounded, hell, I'll probably still do whatever I want.

--luc.

[Lucy Marks.]

Heyy it's Lucy!

I'm random, crazyy, and fun to be around.

Myy friends are my life, don't mess with them, they will beat your face in.. =]

I'm a Christian in the makingg.

Music saves like Jesus. =]

I think to muchh.

I trip over and run into everythingg.

I laugh to hardd.

I yell randomlyy at little kid then go back to what i was doing/saying alot.

I'm easilyy sidetracked.

I have a phobia of spiders && the darkk.

I can never give a straight answer.

I complicate everythingg.

I'm a perfectionistt.

I'm open about alot.

I don't share alot of information though.

I do wear duck tape over the holes in my pants.

I love Keith :D

I confuse everyone.

I dance around like nobodyy is watching when reallyy everybodyy is.

I hate when people worry to muchh.

I hate when annoyingg people can't take a hint.

I hate when people butt in.

I hate people and the drama they bringg.

I'm brutally honestt.

I hate liars, cheater, wanna-bes ect.

I find stupid things/people funnyy/amusingg.

I think everythingg is ghetto. :]

I think almost everythingg is a waste of time.

SuperSpaceLlama[:p]Her Monkey

[Lucy Marks.]

Things we do:

1.Beat people with noodles in the middle of the street.

2.Yell at people walking down the street then run so you don't get jumped.

3.Play extreme peek-a-boo in the lunchroom while people almost wet themselves.

4.sit on a broken down bus in the middle of the street of 45 minutes.

5.Sit in the hallway and make bird noises until the principal walks by and looks at you funny and says,"quiet down"

6.Sit in the car singing the coconut song...

7.Jump off a chair almost landing on your face because a spider jumped at you&& almost ate your face.

8.Skip down the grocery store parking lot && almost get hit by a truck.

9.Get stuck behind Christmas trees.

10.Dance histarically when nobody was home.

11.Do the robot in the middle of Chalo's Parking lot after dinner.

12.Let a four year old drive you around on his little four wheeler.

13. Almost get hit by a four year old driving his four wheeler.

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